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spnfreak15) wrote2010-12-02 03:27 am
spnfreak15) wrote2010-12-02 03:27 am
And I Wonder if I Ever Cross Your Mind
Title: And I Wonder if I Ever Cross Your Mind
Characters: Jensen, Jared, Chris
Pairings: J2
word count: 704, short but sweet.
Summary: Based off of Lady Antebellum's song 'Need You Now', Sad!fic
“Hey you’ve reached Jared, for some reason or another I can’t answer my phone right now, so leave a message after the beep!”
Jensen sighed raggedly.
“Hey Jay… It’s uh, its Jensen. Its about a quarter after one in the morning… I miss you…and uh, Im really lonely without you. I know your not going to call me back but I guess it just makes me feel better to think that you maybe at least listen to the messages I leave you…. I miss you so much, and I’m sorry.”
Jensen hung up the phone.
“Hey you’ve reached Jared, for some reason or another I can’t answer my phone right now, so leave a message after the beep!”
“Hey Jared. Its Jensen again. I know I promised I wouldn’t call anymore, but I just lost control… God I need you so badly. I don’t know how I can live without you by my side.... It’s really late, so I guess I’m going to try and sleep. I will always love you… Goodnight.”
“Hey you’ve reached Jared, for some reason or another I can’t answer my phone right now, so leave a message after the beep!”
“Hi… me again… I found a picture of us together today… made me cry. Uhm, I’m a little drunk, whiskey, you know… God I just miss you so much. I can’t get you off my mind… I’m always wondering if your thinking about me too… You know, sometimes I just stare at the door wishing you would walk through it, but I know you won’t. I miss you Jay.”
“Hey you’ve reached Jared, for some reason or another I can’t answer my phone right now, so leave a message after the beep!”
“Everyone keeps saying that its unhealthy for me to keep calling you. I know it is, and Im sorry I just cant help it. I need you so bad baby. Im all alone and I need you now. Fuck I miss you… Im so fucking sorry Jay.”
“Jensen?” Chris called, walking into Jensen’s bedroom. It didn’t look like Jensen had moved since it had happened. He was still in the same pajama’s he was in two weeks ago. His room was a mess and Jensen looked like death warmed over.
“Jen, come on. You can’t stay here forever. I know you loved him, but you need to get back on track kid.”
Jensen mumbled something.
“What?”
“You said loved. I still love him Chris. No past tense. It will never be past tense.”
Chris sighed.
“How many messages have you left him? Don’t lie to me either Jen, I know you have.”
Jensen whimpered and looked down.
“All together or just today?”
Chris sighed again. “Get showered and dressed.”
Jensen groaned out “Why?”
Chris just crossed his arms. “Because we are gunna go see him Jen.”
Jensen shook his head. “No, no Chris I can’t.”
Chris just made Jensen get up and get ready anyway. When he was finished, he looked nervous.
“Should…should I bring him something? Flowers?”
Chris smiled. “Yeah Jen, we can get flowers on the way, he would probably like that.”
Jensen got more nervous the closer they got. When Chris pulled in, Jensen didn’t want to get out of the car.
“Come on Jen, you gotta do this.”
Jensen sighed and nodded. He got out of the car and walked across the grass. He stopped when he got to Jared.
“Hey, uhm, Im really sorry I haven’t come to see you yet. I just couldn’t, it hurt to much. Chris dragged me out of the house today though…so I guess this is his doing. I uh, I hope you got my messages. Also, I brought you flowers…I hope you like them. I wanted to say that uhm, that I will always love you, and that I miss you.”
A single tear rolled down Jensen’s cheek as he placed the flowers on the ground in front of the polished stone that read:
Jared Tristan Padalecki
19 July 1982 – 1 December 2010
May Angels Watch Over You.
Characters: Jensen, Jared, Chris
Pairings: J2
word count: 704, short but sweet.
Summary: Based off of Lady Antebellum's song 'Need You Now', Sad!fic
“Hey you’ve reached Jared, for some reason or another I can’t answer my phone right now, so leave a message after the beep!”
Jensen sighed raggedly.
“Hey Jay… It’s uh, its Jensen. Its about a quarter after one in the morning… I miss you…and uh, Im really lonely without you. I know your not going to call me back but I guess it just makes me feel better to think that you maybe at least listen to the messages I leave you…. I miss you so much, and I’m sorry.”
Jensen hung up the phone.
“Hey you’ve reached Jared, for some reason or another I can’t answer my phone right now, so leave a message after the beep!”
“Hey Jared. Its Jensen again. I know I promised I wouldn’t call anymore, but I just lost control… God I need you so badly. I don’t know how I can live without you by my side.... It’s really late, so I guess I’m going to try and sleep. I will always love you… Goodnight.”
“Hey you’ve reached Jared, for some reason or another I can’t answer my phone right now, so leave a message after the beep!”
“Hi… me again… I found a picture of us together today… made me cry. Uhm, I’m a little drunk, whiskey, you know… God I just miss you so much. I can’t get you off my mind… I’m always wondering if your thinking about me too… You know, sometimes I just stare at the door wishing you would walk through it, but I know you won’t. I miss you Jay.”
“Hey you’ve reached Jared, for some reason or another I can’t answer my phone right now, so leave a message after the beep!”
“Everyone keeps saying that its unhealthy for me to keep calling you. I know it is, and Im sorry I just cant help it. I need you so bad baby. Im all alone and I need you now. Fuck I miss you… Im so fucking sorry Jay.”
“Jensen?” Chris called, walking into Jensen’s bedroom. It didn’t look like Jensen had moved since it had happened. He was still in the same pajama’s he was in two weeks ago. His room was a mess and Jensen looked like death warmed over.
“Jen, come on. You can’t stay here forever. I know you loved him, but you need to get back on track kid.”
Jensen mumbled something.
“What?”
“You said loved. I still love him Chris. No past tense. It will never be past tense.”
Chris sighed.
“How many messages have you left him? Don’t lie to me either Jen, I know you have.”
Jensen whimpered and looked down.
“All together or just today?”
Chris sighed again. “Get showered and dressed.”
Jensen groaned out “Why?”
Chris just crossed his arms. “Because we are gunna go see him Jen.”
Jensen shook his head. “No, no Chris I can’t.”
Chris just made Jensen get up and get ready anyway. When he was finished, he looked nervous.
“Should…should I bring him something? Flowers?”
Chris smiled. “Yeah Jen, we can get flowers on the way, he would probably like that.”
Jensen got more nervous the closer they got. When Chris pulled in, Jensen didn’t want to get out of the car.
“Come on Jen, you gotta do this.”
Jensen sighed and nodded. He got out of the car and walked across the grass. He stopped when he got to Jared.
“Hey, uhm, Im really sorry I haven’t come to see you yet. I just couldn’t, it hurt to much. Chris dragged me out of the house today though…so I guess this is his doing. I uh, I hope you got my messages. Also, I brought you flowers…I hope you like them. I wanted to say that uhm, that I will always love you, and that I miss you.”
A single tear rolled down Jensen’s cheek as he placed the flowers on the ground in front of the polished stone that read: